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Not much to say here. My name is Chris (female), I'm almost 18. I have a twin sister, Colleen, who I talk about a LOT in my entries. I'm dealing with some stuff (I'm bipolar 1, I have an anxiety disorder that keeps me from being able to do much, I'm addicted to mania, trying to quit smoking AND cutting, my sister just got out of rehab, I'm about to be an adult, etc...) and needed a place to write about it, vent, so this is where I ended up. I've been here since I was 14 and I love this place! I try to be as honest as possible in this diary even when I really don't want people to know stuff cause this is MY diary and if I don't write what REALLY going on, what's the point in keeping one? I hope to become a better person, learn from yesterday and live for today. Take care.
Learn From Yesterday, Live For Today
by MsChrispy
Age: N/A  Sex: F

599 Entries
# Entry Date
1 MDD Not Working 27/10/2008 07:19 GMT-4
2 Art Museum / S*X / Hyper / Short Entry 24/10/2008 02:10 GMT-4
3 Pissed As Hell 22/10/2008 05:31 GMT-4
4 High 6 Times Today / Addicted / Hopeless Thoughts 19/10/2008 07:30 GMT-4
5 Smoking Weed 18/10/2008 11:43 GMT-4
6 Physical Bipolar Crash / Rethinking Mania 17/10/2008 06:25 GMT-4
7 Manic RAGE At School / Mentor / C W Closed My Case 14/10/2008 09:11 GMT-4
8 Being MANIC Is Like Being Stoned / PRAYER 14/10/2008 03:47 GMT-4
9 MORNING JOY COLLAGE / Going Off My Meds / PICTURES 12/10/2008 10:41 GMT-4
10 I'm HIGH / Stealing Pills / God Of The Underworld 12/10/2008 09:07 GMT-4
11 Addiction / Vitamins / Meds / Tiny Bit Manic 11/10/2008 07:21 GMT-4
12 Quitting Smoking / NEED A Buzz / Meds Not Working 09/10/2008 06:49 GMT-4
13 How-To Macrame Video / Meds Not Working / ANXIETY 09/10/2008 05:59 GMT-4
14 Youth Ability / Therapy / Sister Depressed 07/10/2008 05:42 GMT-4
15 Sleeping Too Much / Smoking / Vitamins??? 05/10/2008 10:59 GMT-4
16 Good Day / Hope and Love COLLAGE 02/10/2008 06:02 GMT-4
17 Adrenaline Rush / Feeling Better / Walked 3 Miles 30/09/2008 04:42 GMT-4
18 Back On Bipolar Meds! / Out Of Vitamins / Therapy 29/09/2008 08:56 GMT-4
19 Suicide Talk / Pills / Manic Dreams / Drug Test 28/09/2008 02:42 GMT-4
20 The Thing I Wouldn't Write / Therapy / Vitamins 27/09/2008 09:30 GMT-4
21 School Day/ SICK / Quitting My Meds Again 26/09/2008 06:13 GMT-4
22 COFFEE!!! / I Won't Give Up 25/09/2008 03:59 GMT-4
23 A Completely Different Person On My Meds / Sister 23/09/2008 08:20 GMT-4
24 Feeling Crazy / Just Lost A Friend / Bad Reaction 23/09/2008 06:12 GMT-4
25 Back From The Psych 22/09/2008 01:31 GMT-4
26 Crazy Day / CRASH 13/09/2008 08:16 GMT-4
27 Great Day / I'm HAPPY 12/09/2008 11:41 GMT-4
28 Depressing Entry / RAGE 10/09/2008 06:26 GMT-4
29 OBSESSION 08/09/2008 08:16 GMT-4
30 Better School Day / Friend's Crazy Family 06/09/2008 07:18 GMT-4
31 Most INTENSE Dream I've Ever Had / Still MANIC 05/09/2008 06:00 GMT-4
32 I Feel CRAZY Today / Skipping School Again 04/09/2008 09:15 GMT-4
33 F*ck The World, I'm MANIC! 04/09/2008 05:49 GMT-4
34 I Want To DIE, That's All / Bad THERAPY 03/09/2008 07:55 GMT-4
35 Skipping School Today / My Sh*tty First Day 03/09/2008 05:57 GMT-4
36 First Day Of School 02/09/2008 06:16 GMT-4
37 DRUNK / Sis' Bulimia / Crazy Puppy / TIME BOMB! 01/09/2008 02:11 GMT-4
38 PUPPY PICTURES!!! / Our New Addition To The Family 29/08/2008 11:36 GMT-4
39 Jerk Addiciton Therapist! / We're Getting A PUPPY! 29/08/2008 02:03 GMT-4
40 DXM HIGH / Feeling 10xs BETTER / Making Things 28/08/2008 10:22 GMT-4
41 Familiar Depression / Feeling Suicidal... AGAIN 27/08/2008 08:44 GMT-4
42 Twin Sister Is BULIMIC and Having Anxiety Attacks 26/08/2008 08:24 GMT-4
43 Med Appt. At My School / PICTURES! 26/08/2008 08:15 GMT-4
44 Stole My Meds / Short Poem (I don't write poems!) 26/08/2008 05:51 GMT-4
45 Manic, But Took My Meds / Learn To Macrame VIDEO 24/08/2008 01:39 GMT-4
46 Twin's Home From REHAB / COLLAGE and VIDEO / Weed? 23/08/2008 12:41 GMT-4
47 SUICIDE Collage / Hung Out With Some Friends 22/08/2008 11:28 GMT-4
48 Bipolar CRASH 20/08/2008 06:05 GMT-4
49 PICTURES! (Me & My Dog) / About To Explode! 19/08/2008 06:08 GMT-4
50 Terrified, EUPHORIC, Scared Of The PSYCH WARD 19/08/2008 04:46 GMT-4
51 Quitting Smoking / Any ADVICE??? Please? 18/08/2008 09:49 GMT-4
52 GREAT Day / Almost PA / Mentor / Therapist / RAGE 18/08/2008 08:48 GMT-4
53 Addicted To My Own Disorder / LONELY / Got High 17/08/2008 08:11 GMT-4
54 Feelin' GOOD / Silly Pic / Emotional Rollercoaster 17/08/2008 01:02 GMT-4
55 LIFE Is BORING Without Getting HIGH / Suicidal 16/08/2008 06:26 GMT-4
56 Caught Huffing / Feeling High 16/08/2008 02:15 GMT-4
57 One Of Those SUICIDAL Nights / Dad's Tantrums 15/08/2008 08:39 GMT-4
58 1st Time HUFFING / Trigger / Crochet PICS 15/08/2008 07:01 GMT-4
59 Sweet Serenity 14/08/2008 08:08 GMT-4
60 Hyper, Hyper, Hyper / Frustrating Urges / VIDEO 14/08/2008 05:30 GMT-4
61 Dr Meds Appt. / Lazy Day 13/08/2008 04:17 GMT-4
62 Going Back On My Meds TONIGHT / My Photography 12/08/2008 08:45 GMT-4
63 Thought Provoking Therapy / I Was Her Puppy / MEDS 12/08/2008 08:20 GMT-4
64 Trying To Get Manic 11/08/2008 11:02 GMT-4
65 A Letter To My Twin Sister 11/08/2008 06:07 GMT-4
66 I'm BACK! / Trip To Youngstown 10/08/2008 10:34 GMT-4
67 Paranoid / Considering Going Off My Bipolar Meds 10/08/2008 04:14 GMT-4
68 Hyper / Visit With Mentor / Panic Attack / Meds 06/08/2008 04:14 GMT-4
69 Doc Appt. / Ugly Scars / Gained 13 LBs / Leaving 05/08/2008 02:12 GMT-4
70 How Much Do You Know About Me? COLLAGE / Pouch 04/08/2008 12:07 GMT-4
71 Talked To Dr Meds! / Evening Depression / Leaving 04/08/2008 08:33 GMT-4
72 Short Entry / Church 03/08/2008 06:48 GMT-4
73 Sister's Home Visit / So PARANOID / Seeing Smoke 02/08/2008 09:11 GMT-4
74 I Want To CUT/ Binged / BIPOLAR Meds / Old Friend 01/08/2008 09:00 GMT-4
75 My Macrame Bracelets / Meds and Weight Gain 31/07/2008 09:24 GMT-4
76 I Feel BLAH / Therapy 31/07/2008 08:54 GMT-4
77 Yeah, I'm MANIC / (edit) Taking My Meds Again 28/07/2008 12:49 GMT-4
78 Went Back To Church / Picture I Made For My Sister 27/07/2008 11:54 GMT-4
79 Hyper, (And Maybe A Bit Manic) RAMBLINGS 27/07/2008 09:49 GMT-4
80 My Sister's 7 Hour Pass / Pic Of Me & My Twin 26/07/2008 08:04 GMT-4
81 Just One More Time 25/07/2008 06:50 GMT-4
82 Still Taking Meds / Not So Evil? / Mentor / Sister 24/07/2008 09:29 GMT-4
83 Home From The Psych / Taking My Meds 23/07/2008 05:45 GMT-4
84 Going To The ER 18/07/2008 10:30 GMT-4
85 Family Group At Rehab / PICURE ENTRY! 16/07/2008 10:38 GMT-4
86 Really Sucky Visit With My Sister / Dad's Birthday 13/07/2008 10:17 GMT-4
87 My Drug Of Choice 13/07/2008 08:26 GMT-4
88 Feeling Better / Talked To My Sissy! 10/07/2008 11:52 GMT-4
89 Pneumonia 06/07/2008 03:06 GMT-4
90 Kinda Pathetic 02/07/2008 09:03 GMT-4
91 My Sister's Going To Rehab 30/06/2008 01:47 GMT-4
92 Mellow Days / Pics Of My Dog! 29/06/2008 05:29 GMT-4
93 Addiction Therapy 27/06/2008 05:07 GMT-4
94 Manic As Hell / Crawling Outta My Skin! 21/06/2008 11:24 GMT-4
95 Bittersweet Euphoria! / Meds, Yes? No? 21/06/2008 08:56 GMT-4
96 Something Is Very Wrong With Me 21/06/2008 02:29 GMT-4
97 SECRETS / She's Going To Rehab 18/06/2008 08:27 GMT-4
98 Am I Losing It Or Is It Good? 16/06/2008 08:53 GMT-4
99 . Experiment / I Have A MENTOR! 13/06/2008 07:33 GMT-4
100 500th ENTRY! / Feeling Better ;D 12/06/2008 11:07 GMT-4
101 She's RUNNING AWAY / Depression Getting Worse 10/06/2008 05:59 GMT-4
102 Bipolar LOW / Suicidal 09/06/2008 02:45 GMT-4
103 Why I Don't Take My BIPOLAR Medicine? 08/06/2008 08:36 GMT-4
104 Hypochondriac? / I Want To Walk In The Rain 06/06/2008 08:13 GMT-4
105 I'm BACK! / Bipolar Mania Collage 04/06/2008 06:44 GMT-4
106 Back To Residential 13/04/2008 02:36 GMT-4
107 "UP" HAPPY! / Collage For Therapy 17/03/2008 06:35 GMT-4
108 . BAD UP / Growing Weed Pics / Caught Shoplifting! 16/03/2008 07:30 GMT-4
109 Floating / Panic 13/03/2008 07:35 GMT-4
110 Suicidal, Venting / Urge To Cut 12/03/2008 06:03 GMT-4
111 Growing Weed Again / OGT's / Art Therapy 10/03/2008 08:40 GMT-4
112 Lost My Mind On WEED 08/03/2008 07:20 GMT-4
113 Back From The Psych Ward / MEDS 08/03/2008 02:53 GMT-4
114 Resentment Collage / Oil Pastel Drawing / BORED!!! 24/02/2008 12:52 GMT-4
115 My Sister On House Arrest 23/02/2008 06:23 GMT-4
116 Reasons Why I Stopped My Meds 22/02/2008 06:48 GMT-4
117 Rambling About People Liking Me At School 22/02/2008 05:56 GMT-4
118 "Up" / Therapy 21/02/2008 06:36 GMT-4
119 Med Appt / Case Worker Is Back! / My Sister 20/02/2008 03:07 GMT-4
120 . Clown Walking Videos / "Ups" Are Gone / Teacher 18/02/2008 06:33 GMT-4
121 Angry About Meds and Moods / Photography 17/02/2008 06:44 GMT-4
122 Suicide Warning Signs / They Should've Known 16/02/2008 06:40 GMT-4
123 Randomness / She Got The Dog Drunk / Date With Dad 16/02/2008 06:09 GMT-4
124 Suicidal Rant 15/02/2008 07:51 GMT-4
125 Escape Through Sleep / Skipping School Again 15/02/2008 07:36 GMT-4
126 ANXIETY and Missing School / Some Ups 14/02/2008 07:46 GMT-4
127 Med Appt. / Resentment, and Forgiveness? / Therapy 14/02/2008 07:30 GMT-4
128 Off My Meds / Still Depressed 12/02/2008 02:36 GMT-4
129 Oil Pastel Drawing / Eating TOO Much 10/02/2008 05:09 GMT-4
130 Badly Depressed, Hopeless / Nothing Gets Better 09/02/2008 08:41 GMT-4
131 Meltdown At School / Forgot Meds / Therapy 08/02/2008 02:56 GMT-4
132 Street Too Flooded To Leave For School 06/02/2008 12:10 GMT-4
133 Nightmares / Panic Attack / Bad Ups and Downs 05/02/2008 07:00 GMT-4
134 Extremely HAPPY, "Up" 03/02/2008 08:13 GMT-4
135 Randomness... Pool / Target / Sleep 02/02/2008 09:04 GMT-4
136 Med Appt. 01/02/2008 07:11 GMT-4
137 10 Positive Things About Me 30/01/2008 03:00 GMT-4
138 I Want To Know What's Wrong With Me! 29/01/2008 09:32 GMT-4
139 My Suicide Attempt: I'm Still Alive For A Reason 28/01/2008 06:23 GMT-4
140 My Mind Is Racing / Where To Go? 27/01/2008 09:26 GMT-4
141 She Doesn't Get It! / Bored 26/01/2008 02:25 GMT-4
142 I Know You're Suicidal, Dad / Nails Gone / PANIC 25/01/2008 03:31 GMT-4
143 Extreme Moods and Past Issues Changed / Therapy 24/01/2008 07:35 GMT-4
144 Dad, Suicidal / New Case Manager At School 24/01/2008 07:21 GMT-4
145 What's Wrong With Me?! / Dad Accused Of Stealing $ 23/01/2008 05:00 GMT-4
146 She's Finally On House Arrest 22/01/2008 07:27 GMT-4
147 Moods and School 22/01/2008 07:25 GMT-4
148 New Hair Do! / Still HAPPY / Hurt My Knee 20/01/2008 03:33 GMT-4
149 Why Does It Have To Come With Depression? 19/01/2008 09:51 GMT-4
150 Amazing "Up" / Pastel Drawings 18/01/2008 08:16 GMT-4
151 PICS! / New Bedroom Is DONE! / New Goal 16/01/2008 07:27 GMT-4
152 First Day At My New School / Guy In The Attic 15/01/2008 06:21 GMT-4
153 . Meeting At My New School / RAGE Stolen Money 14/01/2008 02:10 GMT-4
154 I Miss Her & SHE'S BACK! / Celebrated Our Birthday 13/01/2008 02:00 GMT-4
155 IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! (and my sister's) 11/01/2008 09:42 GMT-4
156 I'M LEAVING MY SCHOOL! / My Dog's Fang 10/01/2008 10:51 GMT-4
157 Med Appt / Bipolar...??? 09/01/2008 03:58 GMT-4
158 My Poor Demented Dog / Another Rage 09/01/2008 03:16 GMT-4
159 PARANOID / Truancy? 09/01/2008 01:34 GMT-4
160 Not Talking To Myself, Art Therapy/ Went Shopping! 07/01/2008 07:00 GMT-4
161 Hid My $$$ So My Sister Won't Steal / BAD Dreads! 03/01/2008 11:03 GMT-4
162 2 Kids At School Today! / Good Sign 03/01/2008 10:42 GMT-4
163 Hopeless, Suicidal Rant 03/01/2008 02:15 GMT-4
164 Depressed and Guilty / My Sister 02/01/2008 04:42 GMT-4
165 Feeling VERY Happy 01/01/2008 07:02 GMT-4
166 More About Me... My Personality 01/01/2008 03:42 GMT-4
167 New Year's Resolution / HOW DO YOU CONTROL ANGER? 01/01/2008 01:43 GMT-4
168 Sister Lost HER Mind / Probation 31/12/2007 11:33 GMT-4
169 Letting The Tears Out Without Crying / Lonliness 30/12/2007 10:21 GMT-4
170 My Sister On Probation / Trying To Kill Me? / Room 30/12/2007 01:54 GMT-4
171 Suicide Is NOT Selfish 29/12/2007 03:36 GMT-4
172 Psych Ward / Suicide Attempt 27/12/2007 07:12 GMT-4
173 RAGE / Homicidal, Suicidal Rant 18/12/2007 04:27 GMT-4
174 Med Appointment 17/12/2007 11:05 GMT-4
175 . SICK / Leaving PEP / New Room / Therapy / RAGE 16/12/2007 12:18 GMT-4
176 Depressed 10/12/2007 11:54 GMT-4
177 Insane Ramble 06/12/2007 04:41 GMT-4
178 Lost My Mind At School / She Stole My Wallet 05/12/2007 10:33 GMT-4
179 Depressed 03/12/2007 04:36 GMT-4
180 School Worse / MANIA / Therapy 30/11/2007 05:16 GMT-4
181 Need Sleep 26/11/2007 10:26 GMT-4
182 PICTURE ENTRY! Art, New Room, Me and My Sister 26/11/2007 01:51 GMT-4
183 I Don't Want To Be Messed Up My Whole Life 24/11/2007 10:17 GMT-4
184 Pattern Of "ups" / SNOW and Construction 23/11/2007 10:02 GMT-4
185 I Wasn't Even Angry! 23/11/2007 03:08 GMT-4
186 “I’m high off life, darling.” / Background Thoughs 21/11/2007 06:06 GMT-4
187 Still "HIGH" 19/11/2007 07:57 GMT-4
188 RAGE 19/11/2007 04:11 GMT-4
189 . Meh / HIGH 18/11/2007 03:49 GMT-4
190 The "bad" UP / Therapy / Getting A New Med Doctor 16/11/2007 10:14 GMT-4
191 Ramblings 16/11/2007 10:13 GMT-4
192 GIRLS Group / Teacher Was Punched / Her PO Came 15/11/2007 07:43 GMT-4
193 Sarcastic? / Very UP, Very DOWN Day 14/11/2007 04:54 GMT-4
194 The Party... / "Normal" Week 12/11/2007 04:17 GMT-4
195 My Friend's 18th Birthday / Surprise Party Tonight 10/11/2007 01:05 GMT-4
196 Good, Bad... Kind, Evil... Therapist, Caseworker 09/11/2007 08:42 GMT-4
197 Messed Up BAD / Terrible Day, Meh.... 08/11/2007 09:41 GMT-4
198 Now She Has A Caseworker Too / Frustrated 07/11/2007 06:44 GMT-4
199 I'm Back! / GREAT Day 06/11/2007 06:20 GMT-4
200 I Went....... OUT!!! 04/11/2007 10:57 GMT-4
201 Sleep! / Sister Pissed Me Off / Feeling Better 02/11/2007 08:00 GMT-4
202 Horrible Day Yesterday / "Chris Has No Problems." 02/11/2007 07:41 GMT-4
203 DEPRESSED / Her Secret / Hard To Talk About Stuff 01/11/2007 12:27 GMT-4
204 Depressed... / Cried In Front Of Her 31/10/2007 08:11 GMT-4
205 400th Entry! / AMAZING!! / New Room Started (pics) 30/10/2007 02:48 GMT-4
206 Felt HIGH 29/10/2007 05:25 GMT-4
207 Ma's B-Day / Idiot Sister Steals Constantly 28/10/2007 06:22 GMT-4
208 Losing My Mind 28/10/2007 04:18 GMT-4
209 Feeling GOOD / More Than Just A New Bedroom 27/10/2007 11:46 GMT-4
210 Losing WEIGHT Ramblings 27/10/2007 11:24 GMT-4
211 Entry Devoted To Worries About My Twin 27/10/2007 10:24 GMT-4
212 It Happened Again :-D / Stupid Sister / ANGRY 27/10/2007 06:06 GMT-4
213 Went To School 26/10/2007 07:54 GMT-4
214 Very HAPPY 26/10/2007 03:09 GMT-4
215 Freaking Out 25/10/2007 08:00 GMT-4
216 Called EMS / The Folks 24/10/2007 11:01 GMT-4
217 Feeling Better! / Day With My Sister 24/10/2007 04:10 GMT-4
218 Suicidal Rant 23/10/2007 10:08 GMT-4
219 Very Depressed 23/10/2007 09:02 GMT-4
220 Thoughs On School 22/10/2007 10:20 GMT-4
221 'UP' Half The Night / Skipping School 22/10/2007 08:21 GMT-4
222 . HAPPY TO BE BACK!!! / (Depressed Entry) 20/10/2007 11:09 GMT-4
223 Pics Of My Baby! 20/10/2007 10:32 GMT-4
224 My Computer Is CRASHING 14/10/2007 07:19 GMT-4
225 Arguing With Ma Today / Her B-Day Is Coming Up 13/10/2007 08:24 GMT-4
226 Happy/Hyper/Up Times Rambling 13/10/2007 07:50 GMT-4
227 I Don't Feel Sorry For Her Anymore 12/10/2007 08:11 GMT-4
228 Pictures Of Me and My Twin 11/10/2007 09:24 GMT-4
229 Panic Attack At The Appt. / Therapy 11/10/2007 08:41 GMT-4
230 My Sister and Her Court Hearing 11/10/2007 07:13 GMT-4
231 School Shooting Downtown / Hyper / Her Court Date 10/10/2007 06:42 GMT-4
232 Meeting With "The Professionals" (I'm not going) 09/10/2007 11:14 GMT-4
233 School Today / Rec Center / Guilty / Schoolwork 09/10/2007 11:05 GMT-4
234 How Did I Forget?!!! / Appointments Soon / Pic Day 08/10/2007 10:27 GMT-4
235 Not Feeling Good / Horrible Night 07/10/2007 11:15 GMT-4
236 Better Visit / New Drawing / Damn Computer / Torn 07/10/2007 11:02 GMT-4
237 Here I Go Again... / Overwhelmed 06/10/2007 10:12 GMT-4
238 Sleep Messed Up / Just Me and Dad For The Weekend 06/10/2007 09:57 GMT-4
239 Lonely (but not depressed) Ramblings 06/10/2007 05:43 GMT-4
240 No Symptoms Today! / Update On My Sister / Weight 05/10/2007 07:00 GMT-4
241 Another Great Day / Irritating Kid At School 05/10/2007 04:14 GMT-4
242 Ramblings Of Clumsiness and Obsession 05/10/2007 04:11 GMT-4
243 Why Is She Angry? / Why Am I Paranoid About This? 05/10/2007 03:23 GMT-4
244 Call From My Old BEST Friend 05/10/2007 02:11 GMT-4
245 Doing Much Better :) / New Sketch / Doing Comments 04/10/2007 04:32 GMT-4
246 Starting To Feel Better 03/10/2007 07:28 GMT-4
247 LONG Ramblings / VERY Rough Last Couple Days 03/10/2007 07:14 GMT-4
248 Depressed / What Dumb A** Can't See I'm Hurting?! 02/10/2007 12:21 GMT-4
249 Staying Up Again / Scared / Gotta Finish..... 01/10/2007 12:50 GMT-4
250 When Will I Learn? / Scars 01/10/2007 05:02 GMT-4
251 Visited My Sister / I Know Her! / Busy 30/09/2007 07:33 GMT-4
252 "You Can Get Her A Life" / She Wants A Lighter! 29/09/2007 10:26 GMT-4
253 Obsessed Boy / Staff From C-8 / Missing Them 29/09/2007 10:22 GMT-4
254 Grrr.... Therapy 29/09/2007 07:05 GMT-4
255 Panic, Panic Symptoms, and oh, Understanding Panic 28/09/2007 06:43 GMT-4
256 Why Would Someone Be So Mean? 28/09/2007 06:39 GMT-4
257 Never Felt Emotions So INTENSE 27/09/2007 09:57 GMT-4
258 Home ALONE / Desperate Calls / Episode Thingy, Ugh 27/09/2007 09:03 GMT-4
259 Pills / Panic Attacks Worse / Not Giving In / DAMN 27/09/2007 03:50 GMT-4
260 I Had Nothing Positive To Say 27/09/2007 03:48 GMT-4
261 F*CK / Too Many Feelings / PILLS??? / Damn Teacher 25/09/2007 12:46 GMT-4
262 Feeling Sorry For Her / Caseworker / Pill / SLEEP 25/09/2007 10:15 GMT-4
263 NEVER AGAIN 24/09/2007 07:01 GMT-4
264 Tons Of News / She's Locked Up / I Need A Nap 24/09/2007 03:34 GMT-4
265 Very RANDOM (boring) Ramblings / Not A Real Entry 24/09/2007 01:45 GMT-4
266 ANGRY / I Have The Key To The Golden Gates 23/09/2007 08:42 GMT-4
267 Doing Better / English Credit / She Called! / Weed 23/09/2007 08:13 GMT-4
268 I Want To Write About Happy Things 22/09/2007 06:08 GMT-4
269 Vivid Dreams / She's Trying To Make Me Feel Crazy 22/09/2007 05:48 GMT-4
270 How Could I Be Angry? / Meds Making Me Feel Sick 22/09/2007 02:07 GMT-4
271 New Meds / Anxiety Symptoms / Rough School Day 21/09/2007 06:55 GMT-4
272 Scary Ride Home / Tomorrow's Gonna Be LONG 19/09/2007 09:09 GMT-4
273 School Is Better Than Home 19/09/2007 08:15 GMT-4
274 Always Goes Back To Her / Weird Urges / Going Semi 18/09/2007 07:24 GMT-4
275 Fear Of Embarrassment / Never Living Things Down 18/09/2007 07:18 GMT-4
276 Trying To Hang On / What Do I Say To God? 17/09/2007 04:16 GMT-4
277 So Many Titles Could Work. Most Starting With F*** 16/09/2007 10:26 GMT-4
278 Her Weed Grew / She's Making It Worse For Court 16/09/2007 07:18 GMT-4
279 Diet Pills / Symptoms Worse / Down Lately 15/09/2007 07:48 GMT-4
280 DAMN / She Might Have An STD / Paranoid / $50!!! 14/09/2007 04:18 GMT-4
281 Another ROUGH Day / Tried To Cheer Up My Sister 13/09/2007 04:45 GMT-4
282 Rough Day / Therapy / Strange Background Thoughts 12/09/2007 06:33 GMT-4
283 PA At School / Passport / My Caseworker 11/09/2007 04:15 GMT-4
284 Sent In My Story / Happy Ramblings / She's Screwed 10/09/2007 04:18 GMT-4
285 Symptoms All Day / I Want To Cry / My Birth Mother 09/09/2007 09:24 GMT-4
286 Caught My Sister Smoking Weed / I Was Tempted 08/09/2007 11:36 GMT-4
287 Went To Target / Dad Went To A Picnic At Parmadale 08/09/2007 11:33 GMT-4
288 Panic At The Eye Doctor's / $30 Gift Certificate! 08/09/2007 05:03 GMT-4
289 Woke Up With Panic / Going Crazy? 08/09/2007 03:10 GMT-4
290 Bad Phone Call / What Is SEXUAL ATTRACTION? 07/09/2007 02:17 GMT-4
291 Not A Real Entry / Rambling About A Staff From C-8 07/09/2007 02:06 GMT-4
292 No Longer Questioning My Sanity / It's Gone 05/09/2007 08:48 GMT-4
293 Very HAPPY Lately / Sleep? Not Much. / Mind RACING 05/09/2007 06:07 GMT-4
294 My 55 Word, Short Story / Great Day / Ma's Surgery 04/09/2007 03:57 GMT-4
295