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Not much to say here. My name is Chris (female), I'm almost 18. I have a twin sister, Colleen, who I talk about a LOT in my entries. I'm dealing with some stuff (I'm bipolar 1, I have an anxiety disorder that keeps me from being able to do much, I'm addicted to mania, trying to quit smoking AND cutting, my sister just got out of rehab, I'm about to be an adult, etc...) and needed a place to write about it, vent, so this is where I ended up. I've been here since I was 14 and I love this place! I try to be as honest as possible in this diary even when I really don't want people to know stuff cause this is MY diary and if I don't write what REALLY going on, what's the point in keeping one? I hope to become a better person, learn from yesterday and live for today. Take care.
Learn From Yesterday, Live For Today
by MsChrispy
Age: N/A  Sex: F

552 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Bipolar CRASH 20/08/2008 06:05 GMT-4
2 PICTURES! (Me & My Dog) / About To Explode! 19/08/2008 06:08 GMT-4
3 Terrified, EUPHORIC, Scared Of The PSYCH WARD 19/08/2008 04:46 GMT-4
4 Quitting Smoking / Any ADVICE??? Please? 18/08/2008 09:49 GMT-4
5 GREAT Day / Almost PA / Mentor / Therapist / RAGE 18/08/2008 08:48 GMT-4
6 Addicted To My Own Disorder / LONELY / Got High 17/08/2008 08:11 GMT-4
7 Feelin' GOOD / Silly Pic / Emotional Rollercoaster 17/08/2008 01:02 GMT-4
8 LIFE Is BORING Without Getting HIGH / Suicidal 16/08/2008 06:26 GMT-4
9 Caught Huffing / Feeling High 16/08/2008 02:15 GMT-4
10 One Of Those SUICIDAL Nights / Dad's Tantrums 15/08/2008 08:39 GMT-4
11 1st Time HUFFING / Trigger / Crochet PICS 15/08/2008 07:01 GMT-4
12 Sweet Serenity 14/08/2008 08:08 GMT-4
13 Hyper, Hyper, Hyper / Frustrating Urges / VIDEO 14/08/2008 05:30 GMT-4
14 Dr Meds Appt. / Lazy Day 13/08/2008 04:17 GMT-4
15 Going Back On My Meds TONIGHT / My Photography 12/08/2008 08:45 GMT-4
16 Thought Provoking Therapy / I Was Her Puppy / MEDS 12/08/2008 08:20 GMT-4
17 Trying To Get Manic 11/08/2008 11:02 GMT-4
18 A Letter To My Twin Sister 11/08/2008 06:07 GMT-4
19 I'm BACK! / Trip To Youngstown 10/08/2008 10:34 GMT-4
20 Paranoid / Considering Going Off My Bipolar Meds 10/08/2008 04:14 GMT-4
21 Hyper / Visit With Mentor / Panic Attack / Meds 06/08/2008 04:14 GMT-4
22 Doc Appt. / Ugly Scars / Gained 13 LBs / Leaving 05/08/2008 02:12 GMT-4
23 How Much Do You Know About Me? COLLAGE / Pouch 04/08/2008 12:07 GMT-4
24 Talked To Dr Meds! / Evening Depression / Leaving 04/08/2008 08:33 GMT-4
25 Short Entry / Church 03/08/2008 06:48 GMT-4
26 Sister's Home Visit / So PARANOID / Seeing Smoke 02/08/2008 09:11 GMT-4
27 I Want To CUT/ Binged / BIPOLAR Meds / Old Friend 01/08/2008 09:00 GMT-4
28 My Macrame Bracelets / Meds and Weight Gain 31/07/2008 09:24 GMT-4
29 I Feel BLAH / Therapy 31/07/2008 08:54 GMT-4
30 Yeah, I'm MANIC / (edit) Taking My Meds Again 28/07/2008 12:49 GMT-4
31 Went Back To Church / Picture I Made For My Sister 27/07/2008 11:54 GMT-4
32 Hyper, (And Maybe A Bit Manic) RAMBLINGS 27/07/2008 09:49 GMT-4
33 My Sister's 7 Hour Pass / Pic Of Me & My Twin 26/07/2008 08:04 GMT-4
34 Just One More Time 25/07/2008 06:50 GMT-4
35 Still Taking Meds / Not So Evil? / Mentor / Sister 24/07/2008 09:29 GMT-4
36 Home From The Psych / Taking My Meds 23/07/2008 05:45 GMT-4
37 Going To The ER 18/07/2008 10:30 GMT-4
38 Family Group At Rehab / PICURE ENTRY! 16/07/2008 10:38 GMT-4
39 Really Sucky Visit With My Sister / Dad's Birthday 13/07/2008 10:17 GMT-4
40 My Drug Of Choice 13/07/2008 08:26 GMT-4
41 Feeling Better / Talked To My Sissy! 10/07/2008 11:52 GMT-4
42 Pneumonia 06/07/2008 03:06 GMT-4
43 Kinda Pathetic 02/07/2008 09:03 GMT-4
44 My Sister's Going To Rehab 30/06/2008 01:47 GMT-4
45 Mellow Days / Pics Of My Dog! 29/06/2008 05:29 GMT-4
46 Addiction Therapy 27/06/2008 05:07 GMT-4
47 Manic As Hell / Crawling Outta My Skin! 21/06/2008 11:24 GMT-4
48 Bittersweet Euphoria! / Meds, Yes? No? 21/06/2008 08:56 GMT-4
49 Something Is Very Wrong With Me 21/06/2008 02:29 GMT-4
50 SECRETS / She's Going To Rehab 18/06/2008 08:27 GMT-4
51 Am I Losing It Or Is It Good? 16/06/2008 08:53 GMT-4
52 . Experiment / I Have A MENTOR! 13/06/2008 07:33 GMT-4
53 500th ENTRY! / Feeling Better ;D 12/06/2008 11:07 GMT-4
54 She's RUNNING AWAY / Depression Getting Worse 10/06/2008 05:59 GMT-4
55 Bipolar LOW / Suicidal 09/06/2008 02:45 GMT-4
56 Why I Don't Take My BIPOLAR Medicine? 08/06/2008 08:36 GMT-4
57 Hypochondriac? / I Want To Walk In The Rain 06/06/2008 08:13 GMT-4
58 I'm BACK! / Bipolar Mania Collage 04/06/2008 06:44 GMT-4
59 Back To Residential 13/04/2008 02:36 GMT-4
60 "UP" HAPPY! / Collage For Therapy 17/03/2008 06:35 GMT-4
61 . BAD UP / Growing Weed Pics / Caught Shoplifting! 16/03/2008 07:30 GMT-4
62 Floating / Panic 13/03/2008 07:35 GMT-4
63 Suicidal, Venting / Urge To Cut 12/03/2008 06:03 GMT-4
64 Growing Weed Again / OGT's / Art Therapy 10/03/2008 08:40 GMT-4
65 Lost My Mind On WEED 08/03/2008 07:20 GMT-4
66 Back From The Psych Ward / MEDS 08/03/2008 02:53 GMT-4
67 Resentment Collage / Oil Pastel Drawing / BORED!!! 24/02/2008 12:52 GMT-4
68 My Sister On House Arrest 23/02/2008 06:23 GMT-4
69 Reasons Why I Stopped My Meds 22/02/2008 06:48 GMT-4
70 Rambling About People Liking Me At School 22/02/2008 05:56 GMT-4
71 "Up" / Therapy 21/02/2008 06:36 GMT-4
72 Med Appt / Case Worker Is Back! / My Sister 20/02/2008 03:07 GMT-4
73 . Clown Walking Videos / "Ups" Are Gone / Teacher 18/02/2008 06:33 GMT-4
74 Angry About Meds and Moods / Photography 17/02/2008 06:44 GMT-4
75 Suicide Warning Signs / They Should've Known 16/02/2008 06:40 GMT-4
76 Randomness / She Got The Dog Drunk / Date With Dad 16/02/2008 06:09 GMT-4
77 Suicidal Rant 15/02/2008 07:51 GMT-4
78 Escape Through Sleep / Skipping School Again 15/02/2008 07:36 GMT-4
79 ANXIETY and Missing School / Some Ups 14/02/2008 07:46 GMT-4
80 Med Appt. / Resentment, and Forgiveness? / Therapy 14/02/2008 07:30 GMT-4
81 Off My Meds / Still Depressed 12/02/2008 02:36 GMT-4
82 Oil Pastel Drawing / Eating TOO Much 10/02/2008 05:09 GMT-4
83 Badly Depressed, Hopeless / Nothing Gets Better 09/02/2008 08:41 GMT-4
84 Meltdown At School / Forgot Meds / Therapy 08/02/2008 02:56 GMT-4
85 Street Too Flooded To Leave For School 06/02/2008 12:10 GMT-4
86 Nightmares / Panic Attack / Bad Ups and Downs 05/02/2008 07:00 GMT-4
87 Extremely HAPPY, "Up" 03/02/2008 08:13 GMT-4
88 Randomness... Pool / Target / Sleep 02/02/2008 09:04 GMT-4
89 Med Appt. 01/02/2008 07:11 GMT-4
90 10 Positive Things About Me 30/01/2008 03:00 GMT-4
91 I Want To Know What's Wrong With Me! 29/01/2008 09:32 GMT-4
92 My Suicide Attempt: I'm Still Alive For A Reason 28/01/2008 06:23 GMT-4
93 My Mind Is Racing / Where To Go? 27/01/2008 09:26 GMT-4
94 She Doesn't Get It! / Bored 26/01/2008 02:25 GMT-4
95 I Know You're Suicidal, Dad / Nails Gone / PANIC 25/01/2008 03:31 GMT-4
96 Extreme Moods and Past Issues Changed / Therapy 24/01/2008 07:35 GMT-4
97 Dad, Suicidal / New Case Manager At School 24/01/2008 07:21 GMT-4
98 What's Wrong With Me?! / Dad Accused Of Stealing $ 23/01/2008 05:00 GMT-4
99 She's Finally On House Arrest 22/01/2008 07:27 GMT-4
100 Moods and School 22/01/2008 07:25 GMT-4
101 New Hair Do! / Still HAPPY / Hurt My Knee 20/01/2008 03:33 GMT-4
102 Why Does It Have To Come With Depression? 19/01/2008 09:51 GMT-4
103 Amazing "Up" / Pastel Drawings 18/01/2008 08:16 GMT-4
104 PICS! / New Bedroom Is DONE! / New Goal 16/01/2008 07:27 GMT-4
105 First Day At My New School / Guy In The Attic 15/01/2008 06:21 GMT-4
106 . Meeting At My New School / RAGE Stolen Money 14/01/2008 02:10 GMT-4
107 I Miss Her & SHE'S BACK! / Celebrated Our Birthday 13/01/2008 02:00 GMT-4
108 IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! (and my sister's) 11/01/2008 09:42 GMT-4
109 I'M LEAVING MY SCHOOL! / My Dog's Fang 10/01/2008 10:51 GMT-4
110 Med Appt / Bipolar...??? 09/01/2008 03:58 GMT-4
111 My Poor Demented Dog / Another Rage 09/01/2008 03:16 GMT-4
112 PARANOID / Truancy? 09/01/2008 01:34 GMT-4
113 Not Talking To Myself, Art Therapy/ Went Shopping! 07/01/2008 07:00 GMT-4
114 Hid My $$$ So My Sister Won't Steal / BAD Dreads! 03/01/2008 11:03 GMT-4
115 2 Kids At School Today! / Good Sign 03/01/2008 10:42 GMT-4
116 Hopeless, Suicidal Rant 03/01/2008 02:15 GMT-4
117 Depressed and Guilty / My Sister 02/01/2008 04:42 GMT-4
118 Feeling VERY Happy 01/01/2008 07:02 GMT-4
119 More About Me... My Personality 01/01/2008 03:42 GMT-4
120 New Year's Resolution / HOW DO YOU CONTROL ANGER? 01/01/2008 01:43 GMT-4
121 Sister Lost HER Mind / Probation 31/12/2007 11:33 GMT-4
122 Letting The Tears Out Without Crying / Lonliness 30/12/2007 10:21 GMT-4
123 My Sister On Probation / Trying To Kill Me? / Room 30/12/2007 01:54 GMT-4
124 Suicide Is NOT Selfish 29/12/2007 03:36 GMT-4
125 Psych Ward / Suicide Attempt 27/12/2007 07:12 GMT-4
126 RAGE / Homicidal, Suicidal Rant 18/12/2007 04:27 GMT-4
127 Med Appointment 17/12/2007 11:05 GMT-4
128 . SICK / Leaving PEP / New Room / Therapy / RAGE 16/12/2007 12:18 GMT-4
129 Depressed 10/12/2007 11:54 GMT-4
130 Insane Ramble 06/12/2007 04:41 GMT-4
131 Lost My Mind At School / She Stole My Wallet 05/12/2007 10:33 GMT-4
132 Depressed 03/12/2007 04:36 GMT-4
133 School Worse / MANIA / Therapy 30/11/2007 05:16 GMT-4
134 Need Sleep 26/11/2007 10:26 GMT-4
135 PICTURE ENTRY! Art, New Room, Me and My Sister 26/11/2007 01:51 GMT-4
136 I Don't Want To Be Messed Up My Whole Life 24/11/2007 10:17 GMT-4
137 Pattern Of "ups" / SNOW and Construction 23/11/2007 10:02 GMT-4
138 I Wasn't Even Angry! 23/11/2007 03:08 GMT-4
139 “I’m high off life, darling.” / Background Thoughs 21/11/2007 06:06 GMT-4
140 Still "HIGH" 19/11/2007 07:57 GMT-4
141 RAGE 19/11/2007 04:11 GMT-4
142 . Meh / HIGH 18/11/2007 03:49 GMT-4
143 The "bad" UP / Therapy / Getting A New Med Doctor 16/11/2007 10:14 GMT-4
144 Ramblings 16/11/2007 10:13 GMT-4
145 GIRLS Group / Teacher Was Punched / Her PO Came 15/11/2007 07:43 GMT-4
146 Sarcastic? / Very UP, Very DOWN Day 14/11/2007 04:54 GMT-4
147 The Party... / "Normal" Week 12/11/2007 04:17 GMT-4
148 My Friend's 18th Birthday / Surprise Party Tonight 10/11/2007 01:05 GMT-4
149 Good, Bad... Kind, Evil... Therapist, Caseworker 09/11/2007 08:42 GMT-4
150 Messed Up BAD / Terrible Day, Meh.... 08/11/2007 09:41 GMT-4
151 Now She Has A Caseworker Too / Frustrated 07/11/2007 06:44 GMT-4
152 I'm Back! / GREAT Day 06/11/2007 06:20 GMT-4
153 I Went....... OUT!!! 04/11/2007 10:57 GMT-4
154 Sleep! / Sister Pissed Me Off / Feeling Better 02/11/2007 08:00 GMT-4
155 Horrible Day Yesterday / "Chris Has No Problems." 02/11/2007 07:41 GMT-4
156 DEPRESSED / Her Secret / Hard To Talk About Stuff 01/11/2007 12:27 GMT-4
157 Depressed... / Cried In Front Of Her 31/10/2007 08:11 GMT-4
158 400th Entry! / AMAZING!! / New Room Started (pics) 30/10/2007 02:48 GMT-4
159 Felt HIGH 29/10/2007 05:25 GMT-4
160 Ma's B-Day / Idiot Sister Steals Constantly 28/10/2007 06:22 GMT-4
161 Losing My Mind 28/10/2007 04:18 GMT-4
162 Feeling GOOD / More Than Just A New Bedroom 27/10/2007 11:46 GMT-4
163 Losing WEIGHT Ramblings 27/10/2007 11:24 GMT-4
164 Entry Devoted To Worries About My Twin 27/10/2007 10:24 GMT-4
165 It Happened Again :-D / Stupid Sister / ANGRY 27/10/2007 06:06 GMT-4
166 Went To School 26/10/2007 07:54 GMT-4
167 Very HAPPY 26/10/2007 03:09 GMT-4
168 Freaking Out 25/10/2007 08:00 GMT-4
169 Called EMS / The Folks 24/10/2007 11:01 GMT-4
170 Feeling Better! / Day With My Sister 24/10/2007 04:10 GMT-4
171 Suicidal Rant 23/10/2007 10:08 GMT-4
172 Very Depressed 23/10/2007 09:02 GMT-4
173 Thoughs On School 22/10/2007 10:20 GMT-4
174 'UP' Half The Night / Skipping School 22/10/2007 08:21 GMT-4
175 . HAPPY TO BE BACK!!! / (Depressed Entry) 20/10/2007 11:09 GMT-4
176 Pics Of My Baby! 20/10/2007 10:32 GMT-4
177 My Computer Is CRASHING 14/10/2007 07:19 GMT-4
178 Arguing With Ma Today / Her B-Day Is Coming Up 13/10/2007 08:24 GMT-4
179 Happy/Hyper/Up Times Rambling 13/10/2007 07:50 GMT-4
180 I Don't Feel Sorry For Her Anymore 12/10/2007 08:11 GMT-4
181 Pictures Of Me and My Twin 11/10/2007 09:24 GMT-4
182 Panic Attack At The Appt. / Therapy 11/10/2007 08:41 GMT-4
183 My Sister and Her Court Hearing 11/10/2007 07:13 GMT-4
184 School Shooting Downtown / Hyper / Her Court Date 10/10/2007 06:42 GMT-4
185 Meeting With "The Professionals" (I'm not going) 09/10/2007 11:14 GMT-4
186 School Today / Rec Center / Guilty / Schoolwork 09/10/2007 11:05 GMT-4
187 How Did I Forget?!!! / Appointments Soon / Pic Day 08/10/2007 10:27 GMT-4
188 Not Feeling Good / Horrible Night 07/10/2007 11:15 GMT-4
189 Better Visit / New Drawing / Damn Computer / Torn 07/10/2007 11:02 GMT-4
190 Here I Go Again... / Overwhelmed 06/10/2007 10:12 GMT-4
191 Sleep Messed Up / Just Me and Dad For The Weekend 06/10/2007 09:57 GMT-4
192 Lonely (but not depressed) Ramblings 06/10/2007 05:43 GMT-4
193 No Symptoms Today! / Update On My Sister / Weight 05/10/2007 07:00 GMT-4
194 Another Great Day / Irritating Kid At School 05/10/2007 04:14 GMT-4
195 Ramblings Of Clumsiness and Obsession 05/10/2007 04:11 GMT-4
196 Why Is She Angry? / Why Am I Paranoid About This? 05/10/2007 03:23 GMT-4
197 Call From My Old BEST Friend 05/10/2007 02:11 GMT-4
198 Doing Much Better :) / New Sketch / Doing Comments 04/10/2007 04:32 GMT-4
199 Starting To Feel Better 03/10/2007 07:28 GMT-4
200 LONG Ramblings / VERY Rough Last Couple Days 03/10/2007 07:14 GMT-4
201 Depressed / What Dumb A** Can't See I'm Hurting?! 02/10/2007 12:21 GMT-4
202 Staying Up Again / Scared / Gotta Finish..... 01/10/2007 12:50 GMT-4
203 When Will I Learn? / Scars 01/10/2007 05:02 GMT-4
204 Visited My Sister / I Know Her! / Busy 30/09/2007 07:33 GMT-4
205 "You Can Get Her A Life" / She Wants A Lighter! 29/09/2007 10:26 GMT-4
206 Obsessed Boy / Staff From C-8 / Missing Them 29/09/2007 10:22 GMT-4
207 Grrr.... Therapy 29/09/2007 07:05 GMT-4
208 Panic, Panic Symptoms, and oh, Understanding Panic 28/09/2007 06:43 GMT-4
209 Why Would Someone Be So Mean? 28/09/2007 06:39 GMT-4
210 Never Felt Emotions So INTENSE 27/09/2007 09:57 GMT-4
211 Home ALONE / Desperate Calls / Episode Thingy, Ugh 27/09/2007 09:03 GMT-4
212 Pills / Panic Attacks Worse / Not Giving In / DAMN 27/09/2007 03:50 GMT-4
213 I Had Nothing Positive To Say 27/09/2007 03:48 GMT-4
214 F*CK / Too Many Feelings / PILLS??? / Damn Teacher 25/09/2007 12:46 GMT-4
215 Feeling Sorry For Her / Caseworker / Pill / SLEEP 25/09/2007 10:15 GMT-4
216 NEVER AGAIN 24/09/2007 07:01 GMT-4
217 Tons Of News / She's Locked Up / I Need A Nap 24/09/2007 03:34 GMT-4
218 Very RANDOM (boring) Ramblings / Not A Real Entry 24/09/2007 01:45 GMT-4
219 ANGRY / I Have The Key To The Golden Gates 23/09/2007 08:42 GMT-4
220 Doing Better / English Credit / She Called! / Weed 23/09/2007 08:13 GMT-4
221 I Want To Write About Happy Things 22/09/2007 06:08 GMT-4
222 Vivid Dreams / She's Trying To Make Me Feel Crazy 22/09/2007 05:48 GMT-4
223 How Could I Be Angry? / Meds Making Me Feel Sick 22/09/2007 02:07 GMT-4
224 New Meds / Anxiety Symptoms / Rough School Day 21/09/2007 06:55 GMT-4
225 Scary Ride Home / Tomorrow's Gonna Be LONG 19/09/2007 09:09 GMT-4
226 School Is Better Than Home 19/09/2007 08:15 GMT-4
227 Always Goes Back To Her / Weird Urges / Going Semi 18/09/2007 07:24 GMT-4
228 Fear Of Embarrassment / Never Living Things Down 18/09/2007 07:18 GMT-4
229 Trying To Hang On / What Do I Say To God? 17/09/2007 04:16 GMT-4
230 So Many Titles Could Work. Most Starting With F*** 16/09/2007 10:26 GMT-4
231 Her Weed Grew / She's Making It Worse For Court 16/09/2007 07:18 GMT-4
232 Diet Pills / Symptoms Worse / Down Lately 15/09/2007 07:48 GMT-4
233 DAMN / She Might Have An STD / Paranoid / $50!!! 14/09/2007 04:18 GMT-4
234 Another ROUGH Day / Tried To Cheer Up My Sister 13/09/2007 04:45 GMT-4
235 Rough Day / Therapy / Strange Background Thoughts 12/09/2007 06:33 GMT-4
236 PA At School / Passport / My Caseworker 11/09/2007 04:15 GMT-4
237 Sent In My Story / Happy Ramblings / She's Screwed 10/09/2007 04:18 GMT-4
238 Symptoms All Day / I Want To Cry / My Birth Mother 09/09/2007 09:24 GMT-4
239 Caught My Sister Smoking Weed / I Was Tempted 08/09/2007 11:36 GMT-4
240 Went To Target / Dad Went To A Picnic At Parmadale 08/09/2007 11:33 GMT-4
241 Panic At The Eye Doctor's / $30 Gift Certificate! 08/09/2007 05:03 GMT-4
242 Woke Up With Panic / Going Crazy? 08/09/2007 03:10 GMT-4
243 Bad Phone Call / What Is SEXUAL ATTRACTION? 07/09/2007 02:17 GMT-4
244 Not A Real Entry / Rambling About A Staff From C-8 07/09/2007 02:06 GMT-4
245 No Longer Questioning My Sanity / It's Gone 05/09/2007 08:48 GMT-4
246 Very HAPPY Lately / Sleep? Not Much. / Mind RACING 05/09/2007 06:07 GMT-4
247 My 55 Word, Short Story / Great Day / Ma's Surgery 04/09/2007 03:57 GMT-4
248 Crying About, Remembering, Wanting / My BUDDY 03/09/2007 12:13 GMT-4
249 My Sister Off Her Meds = CRAZY 03/09/2007 06:02 GMT-4
250 Peachy Day 02/09/2007 09:11 GMT-4
251 Depression Back / Mind Racing 01/09/2007 10:13 GMT-4
252 Anxiety HIGH 31/08/2007 07:31 GMT-4
253 Bad Memories Flood / Crappy Day / BOOKS!!! 30/08/2007 06:40 GMT-4
254 My Mom Had Polio: So What? / I'm Asexual (artwork) 29/08/2007 08:03 GMT-4
255 Amazing Day Today / 1st Good Day At School So Far 29/08/2007 06:48 GMT-4
256 "Welcome 2 Hell" Drawing 28/08/2007 07:53 GMT-4
257 Anxiety Back / Meeting With P.O. / So Hyper 28/08/2007 06:42 GMT-4
258 First Day At PEP School / Took Out Stitches Myself 27/08/2007 05:09 GMT-4
259 LMAO / Crazy Shoplifting 26/08/2007 08:06 GMT-4
260 Much Angrier Lately / Anxiety About School 26/08/2007 04:11 GMT-4
261 Does This Spell H-A-T-E To You? 25/08/2007 09:57 GMT-4
262 Advice Desperately Needed and Greatly Appreciated 25/08/2007 05:19 GMT-4
263 Mind Racing Thoughts Scattered No Crying 24/08/2007 09:36 GMT-4
264 He's Back! He's F-ing BACK! 24/08/2007 07:30 GMT-4
265 Didn't Come Home Again / Caseworker 24/08/2007 02:24 GMT-4
266 How Could I Let Her Go? / Message From Brittany 24/08/2007 01:44 GMT-4
267 Good Movie But It Triggered Me 22/08/2007 23:54 GMT-4
268 Therapy Not The Greatest Today 22/08/2007 23:47 GMT-4
269 Rambling About My Room / Sister's Stomach Problems 22/08/2007 23:42 GMT-4
270 Tour Of New School / Pysical / B*tchiness 21/08/2007 06:07 GMT-4
271 Got Stitches Last Night / Cut To Survive, Not Die 20/08/2007 10:38 GMT-4
272 Took A Walk In The Rain and Had The Park To Myself 19/08/2007 08:06 GMT-4
273 Therapy / My Panic Attacks and School / Shocked 18/08/2007 10:51 GMT-4
274 Very Grateful / Pictures! 18/08/2007 06:12 GMT-4
275 Pissed Off / Bad Memories Of Dad 17/08/2007 08:58 GMT-4
276 Art Project / Funny Pic / Got My Hair Done! / Meds 16/08/2007 07:06 GMT-4
277 My Latest Obsession / Horrible Med Appt / Hopeless 15/08/2007 11:08 GMT-4
278 I Was A B*tch Last Night / Very Happy / Shopping 12/08/2007 08:35 GMT-4
279 More Hopeful / Still Nervous / Strange Fear 11/08/2007 12:18 GMT-4
280 She's Back / Someone Is Lying To Me / New Book 11/08/2007 06:56 GMT-4
281 Found A Little Hope / Very Drained / Panic Attacks 10/08/2007 11:35 GMT-4
282 Ma Is Too Controlling and Overprotective 10/08/2007 04:50 GMT-4
283 Crying Over Everything / New York Trip Coming Up 09/08/2007 12:32 GMT-4
284 Never Been This Low Before / Therapy 09/08/2007 07:22 GMT-4
285 Depression Much Worse / Trying To Hold On 08/08/2007 10:14 GMT-4
286 Angry Ramble 08/08/2007 05:25 GMT-4
287 Depression Is Not Pretty 08/08/2007 04:48 GMT-4
288 Bad Storm / Angry / They Share A Lot In Common 07/08/2007 10:16 GMT-4
289 The Rats Entertain Me / Residential Treatment 07/08/2007 08:19 GMT-4
290 Fianlly Got A Hold Of Her / Very Angry 07/08/2007 04:15 GMT-4
291 Negotiating and Interrogating / She's Gone Again 06/08/2007 04:16 GMT-4
292 Meds Made Me Too Happy / Different Kind Of Revenge 04/08/2007 05:58 GMT-4
293 Lost More Weight! / Medicine / New Room 02/08/2007 10:06 GMT-4
294 Nightly Depression / I Never Want To Go Back 01/08/2007 11:42 GMT-4
295